This misunderstand bring a big trouble in my life and this is not the first time this misunderstand happen. It was the second time happen and brings my life into a big change. The first case happens around April and had already solved this problem. And this second case happens around July. Just a misunderstand make the situation become like this. Everything had change. I would like to talk about the second case because this case can really make my life totally change. The story begin,

22th July 2009
I was alone the whole day, seldom talking with my entire friend because when I talked with them, they never give any respond. That’s why I keep brought all my homework to school and did it at there. They never care about what I did.

23th July 2009
Every time I sat at my place, she will went to the other friend and start their conversation. They just like avoiding me. When biology class, I sat at the 2nd table at the left side with they all and one Malay guy two Indian guys. The Malay guy asks me ‘Meng Yee, why you look so upset? Why don’t want join with they all and chat?’ And I answer ‘Nothing and I just wan do my work.’ My friend plan not going to tuition but never tells me until the school finished and I asked them got went to tuition or not. That time only they tell me not going to tuition. So I went to tuition with my classmate and had my lunch with them.

25th July 2009
I was late wake up and unable to attend the history class. So I went to the additional mathematics class and the other classes. When I sat at there, two of them came and they don’t wan sat with me. Then one of them also came already, she straight away sat at with them. After that, she sat with me. And the situation looks different. After the class finished, she said she gastric and want bought thing to ate, at that moment I was too angry with that situation, I just said bye and walked back to the class. Then she came into the class, I still sat with her but never talked with her and I just talk with my schoolmate friend. When the physics class started, I sat with her and Jeremy also. I just talked with Jeremy and I just let her alone. When lunch time, 4 of us had our lunch at one restaurant, they never care of me and they talked until very happy. Before had a lunch with them, I thought that I want to have lunch with Jeremy and his friend but when I think about it, it seem like not good called him accompany me. He always accompanies me when I was alone so this time I don’t want him to accompany me. I want try to faced them with my own self. When having lunch that time, they all really think that I’m transparent and make me don’t know what I should do. I just passed my money to one of them and I told them that I got things want to do and just out from that restaurant. I just straight away went to the tuition centre and wait for form 5 additional mathematics class finished. One of my classmates wondering why at chemistry class that time we didn’t sat together. He asked me want happen and did I want him sat with me. I just say up to you. But he didn’t sit with me. I sat alone. Every time I went back to my house and asked myself what’s really happen until they have to treat me like this? I always think back what I did? And I had no idea.

27th July 2009
I was quite late go to school. Because I don’t know how I’m going to faced they all. I don’t know why I feel fear when I went to school. When at class, I didn’t sit at my place but I sat beside the Indian guy. He kept ask me what’s going on between me and then and we didn’t say any single word. And I just answered him that I also don’t know what really happen until they treat me like this. After that 'mama' tells me this Sunday account what time start. I was thinking how to say with them about this. I just write the note in the paper and called the Indian guy help me put on their table. When finish school, I went back to my place and take all my stuff prepared for tuition. I saw the note under my desk and had written ‘eat chicken rice together?’ I saw that paper and quickly told the Indian guy, he called me to joined them but I fear that the same situation happen when I had lunch with them. They waited me but I didn't feel like want to join them. They just walked away and I went to tuition alone. When at the bus, I saw my friend and she also asked me what happen. When reached the tuition centre I told her that I don’t know what’s happening. I just know i can't control my tear. When they came into the class, I sat back my place and continue do my work. Its look like we pretend we don’t know each other. My biology teacher asked me why I looked sad. I just kept on say nothing. When the class over, he called me come near him and asked me isn’t something happen and made you so sad. And he said did you want shared with me? I said no need, thanks and just go away.

28th July 2009
Almost half of my classmate asked me what happen. I just said I also don’t know and one of my classmates asked them when after school.

29th July 2009
The day that the end of this problem. I asked my classmate what really happen between me and them. But she doesn’t let me know. When all of us included my all classmate at the library, my classmate called me to sit at the table which they were sitting. I really scared to go there but I have to! Then, she called me eye to eye looked at them. She asked them ‘Apa yang korang tak puas hati dengan Meng Yee.’ Then they all look at each other and looked like don’t know how to speak up. Finally, one of them said, actually like this, when had lunch at McDonald that time, all of us talked about change teacher and change tuition centre. We had given the signal to each other and want go tuition together but when reached the McDonald door, Meng Yee just said bye. All of us shocked. So, we thought that Meng Yee doesn't want us tuition together. Then, it was my turn to speak. I said how I know the signal? They didn’t tell me. How I know? Then she asked me isn’t I love they all. When I said YES! My tear keeps on drop and I quickly hug my classmate. After that, they just leave us sat together and talked. I don’t know why I can’t stop my tear and at last we hug together.

Just misunderstand might be destroy our relationship.
This had given me a lesson that is everything should be said out and don’t give signal.
Giving signal is hard to let people understand what you really mean and might be misunderstand the signal.
And the 1st case also give me a lesson that is think before said anything.
After this all case happen until I feel like alone is better.
That’s why sometime I talked a lot,
And sometime I don’t.