Biography

The name is SHELLEY. Pronounced similar to Shirley but I don't live in alleys and neither could I be found there. I'm in love with Logan Wade Lerman, Rainie, Justin Bieber, Beyonce, Lady Gaga. And, a bit HIM. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. Except HIM. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Gray. Not much of Pink. Chocolate and Ice-Cream are my two best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be such a better place without them all.

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What does my life really mean for me? Study? Hang With Friend? Love? I don't know. But what I know is I'm not NERD! I wish I could enjoy my life as happy as I could. Life is SHORT! Please don't make it SHORTER! =D

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"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

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Did I hear someone said "ice-cream" or "chocolate"?

Mc Donald Ice-Cream
Music is my life
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♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ April 2010
♥ May 2010
♥ June 2010
♥ September 2010
♥ March 2011
♥ May 2011

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Thursday, October 8, 2009

Press space bar 30 times = the distance between me and them.
Press 1 time = 1 meter
So.. it is about 30 meter distance..
It is not a short distance..
For me.. it is a long distance…
I don’t know isn’t that MISSUNDERSTAND make us have this kind of gap…
Or..
Isn’t I am the one who create the gap?
I don’t know why..
Nowadays, I feel like..
Don’t like to talk so much..
Keep on speechless..
Tuesday, 6th October..
After rehat, I went back to my class with Chee Ching…
Then, I told her I want return back the book that I borrow from library..
She no respond..
I just went to library and return the novel that I borrow..
Then, I at staircase there…
Chat with Andrea, Tze Ling and Weng Hoong…
The bell rang…
I went back to my class…
I saw Chee Ching and Hiau Sun together…
I just leave them…
And.. I sat back my place…
Find the homework that haven’t finish yet..
I try to complete it at class…
Cause..
Many teachers no enter the class….
If not mistaken…
4 periods free…
I try my best do my stuff…
Cause.. I don’t want to waste my time…
Tze Ling, Andrea and Chee Ching..
Sat behind me..
And they chat until very high..
I just do my thing…
When I finish all my stuff…
I don’t want to get in their topic..
Cause…
Later I don’t understand talking about…
So.. better stay at my place and dreaming/thinking…
When English period..
I try wanting to talk to them…
But.. they look like don’t want talk to me…
And..
I don’t know what should I do…
Maybe what all my university friend say is correct…
They always tell me and advise me that…
Secondary friend.. after SPM will say bye bye..
And when reach college..
What kind of true friend will be there…
Everytime..
They advise me.. I just say ok ok..
Cause..
I don’t know want to answer what…
Then,
Today’s story..
Friday, 8 October…
I went to school…
When my leg stepped on SMKYL…
I search them at canteen…
I don’t know isn’t my eye got problem or what..
I can’t see them…
Then, I thought that…
They were in the class…
I enter the class..
I saw Hafiz, Yathevan, Puvan, Syazwan…
You know what’s the 1st thing pop out on my mind?
The 1st time pop out from my mind is…
I had make a conclusion that they didn’t come..
When the bell rang…
I just when to beratur…
I saw them..
And try to talk to them..
Cause..
I know that.. yesterday moody doesn’t mean that today I also moody right?
So..
When I want talk to them…
They all like want to avoid me…
Then,
When at class... they talk until very high..
And..
I look like forgotten by them...
Get IGNORE!
I just make myself relax...
And..
Just talk to my classmate..
Make fun with them...
Teach Acab add maths...
I feel happy..
Don't know why..
Maybe cause of.. can teach people or what.. xD
Angry me cause that day I do my stuff and no talk to them?
If like this.. I really speechless… and make me really don’t even know what is the meaning of friendship…
I really feel like I getting far away from where we are now..
I may not be as happy as previous…
I was thinking..
How to be as happy as previous…
I am trying to make my lifestyle change…
Try to make my life different…
But..
I don’t know that this change give me a lot of suffer in my life..
Feel like hate myself very much…
Change until become a weird people…
Become a sad people…
A person that don’t know the word of happy…
My life really getting terrible…
Speechless with my life… =(