
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Today, Saturday, October
10, 2009
I try turning my mood to be a better…
When add maths…
I don’t know how to describe my mood…
I keep on silent…
Like.. hp has been silent!
And… not even vibrate…
They ask what… I just say.. whatever! Okay ar! Ooo….
This
3 word keep on repeat…
Cause…I don’t know what should I say other than this…
You know what?
When having lunch…
They never say that eat what…
I’m just following…
At that moment…
I feel like I’m a
DOG!.. keep on following at behind…
A single word also never comes from my mouth…
And…
I really feel like…
I want to… go to another place eat my lunch…
But… when I see
Atiqah at there…
I just gone..
She sure keep on ask they all.. what happen…
So..
What to do?
Keep on follow la…
Before had our lunch..
At add maths and physics class that time…
Tell the true..
From my heart la..
I really want to cry…
But.. if I cry… really make a big problem to myself…
I keep on tahan my tear…
Yee Cheng… i get what’s your feeling… want cry.. but no tear… mine
1 is different… but slightly same… want cry.. tear got.. but keep on tahan…
When eat at
KFC there..
I keep on look at outside…
Cause.. I don’t know what should I say and talk to them…
When we sat at empty class….
Nicole with them…
I sit
1 roll behind them…
They chat until very high…
Keep on laugh.. but..
I keep on do my chemistry…
Then…
Nicole try to test me…
Nicole : Meng Yee.. What you doing.. [the eye abit cacat = =]Meng Yee : hmm.. I’m doing my chemistry… [pretending busy]Nicole : Ooo
When at class…
I keep on look at teacher
[pretending concentrate]But.. heart bleeding…
Tear keep on out from my eye…
Try to stop my tear out…
When reach house…
Quickly go bath…
While bath…
I really cant stand anymore…
I sit down and keep on cry…
Water + Tear = ???
Actually why I keep on cry…
I also don’t know….
I must find
Mr. Donald to help me find out the problem…
If not…
….
….
…
I really don’t know how…
Don’t know what will happen on me next…
Otherwise…
I will enter mental problem hospital…
And..
I cry for them..
Don't know how many liter of tear already... @@
[Status : Moody.. Hate This Kind Of Feeling]
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:19 PM