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The name is SHELLEY. Pronounced similar to Shirley but I don't live in alleys and neither could I be found there. I'm in love with Logan Wade Lerman, Rainie, Justin Bieber, Beyonce, Lady Gaga. And, a bit HIM. They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. Except HIM. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Black and Gray. Not much of Pink. Chocolate and Ice-Cream are my two best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be such a better place without them all.

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What does my life really mean for me? Study? Hang With Friend? Love? I don't know. But what I know is I'm not NERD! I wish I could enjoy my life as happy as I could. Life is SHORT! Please don't make it SHORTER! =D

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

2009 is the year fully filled with a lot of honey and Chinese medicine memories… xD
Honey = sweet
Chinese medicine = bitter
For me, this year create a lot of history.
History is apart of our life. =)
Before 2010 comes, let’s see what I did for 2009, the whole year!

LOVE
-January until April
-Fall in love trap
-Couple with Terry on 20 January 2009
-Break up with Terry on 16 April 2009
-Relationship not longer than 3 month
-Unable to forget him
-Tell me that he still love me and want us together back on 23 April 2009
-Suddenly say give him 1 week to think about it
-1 week pass
-No answer from him
-He prefer to be single life when Pui San says about it on 3 May 2009
-Indirectly answer
-Pretending agree what he says
-Totally heart broken into million pieces
-His word is killing me
-But still I love him until now
-Decide to forget him
-But still appear in my dream
-Ask Melissa to help me cure
-Told her that I have to see him when tuition
-Only know I still love him or not
-If no, can forget
-If yes, then continue secretly love him
-LOVE IS BLIND

FRIENDS
-April until December
-Friends problem
-Having problem with Andrea, Lum Chee Ching and Tan Tze Ling
-1st case, my fault
-When still couple with Terry
-Too honest
-Terry mix up Tan Tze Ling and Andrea
-Say Andrea fat
-I told them
-Hurt Andrea’s feeling
-Andrea’s sister Brenna
-Brenna revenge
-Told them that I say back about Andrea, Lum Chee Ching and Tan Tze Ling
-Example: ‘sei fei po, cin lui yan, bai ka lui’
-Problem solve
-2nd case, misunderstand
-Eye signal
-At McD
-Lum Chee Ching and Tan Tze Ling want change tuition
-To Mr. Donald and Mr. Razazu
-Unable to catch up their eye signal
-Thought that they not yet change teacher
-Start treat me not as good as what they treat me previous
-Stick with them
-They ignore me
-Ask them question
-I’m look like fully transparent
-Don’t care about me
-Never inform me that they no go tuition
-Getting fed up with what they did
-They plan not sit with me
-Heart really broken
-Andrea sits back to me
-But, still not talk much
-She says she gastric
-I’m getting angry
-Leave her and say BYE to her
-She search for Lum Chee Ching and Tan Tze Ling
-Told them that I just leave her like that
-The situation become worst
-Request Jeremy to accompany me having lunch
-Then, don’t want
-Feel like disturbing him
-Follow Andrea, Tan Tze Ling and Lum Chee Ching
-When having lunch, all ignore me
-I saw Lum Chee Ching keeps on look at me
-Ask them question
-100% I’m transparent
-Can’t stand with it
-Give money to Tan Tze Ling
-Told her that I’m busy, got to go 1st
-Went to tuition centre and wait alone
-Saw Andrea, Lum Chee Ching and Tan Tze Ling
-Laugh very loud
-Just ignore
-Puvan asks what happen to us
-Keep says nothing
-When at school
-Everyone feel weird
-Whole classmate ask us what happen
-Told them I don’t know
-Day by day pass
-Pn. Woon told me about the account tuition class
-Have to inform them
-Wrote into a pieces of paper
-Ask Puvan to pass to them
-Sit with Puvan
-After school, tuition Biology, Mr. Donald
-Back to own place
-Saw a note from them, Tan Tze Ling writing
-She wrote ‘together eat chicken rice. Ok?’
-Ask Puvan how
-He wants me to follow them
-At last they don’t want to wait anymore
-I already decide not to have lunch with them
-Scare they will ignore me
-Go tuition alone
-Mr. Donald asks me, isn’t got problem
-Say no and go away after class
-At last Aina cannot stand with us
-Because we didn’t talk with each other
-She wants to find out
-Then, she asks me to sit with them and say it out
-They don’t know how to say it
-At last, Andrea says it out
-Say I’m the 1 who wrong
-Say I’m the 1 who don’t want they go tuition
-Actually I don’t even know what the hell is happening
-Problem like that solve
-3rd case
-READ MY BLOG WHICH TITLE ‘Another Misunderstand?’
-SORRY
-If, you think I'm wrong

[Lazy write again! xD]

TEACHER
-Mr. Kung and Mr. Donald advise me a lot when face with problem
-Mr. Anwar bully me a lot
-Mr. Razazu, funny voice

PARENT
- Mother and father say I got attitude problem
-Father always says I’m stupid
-Always say I’m lazy
-This and that
-Always argue with father
-Make me angry with my father

MYSELF
-Never know what I’m thinking
-Unable to know what type of people am I
-Stupid
-Lazy
-Unable to be strong when I need be strong
-Lack of confident
-I’m an emotional people


*I summarize 2009 story line
It’s sound like a lot of bitter memories
But what to do? I should accept all this kind of stuff happen in my life
Well, before 2010 comes, I wish I could erase all the Chinese medicine memories
And just leave all the honey memories… ^^
Because I know that everything already pass!
Already Gone!
Should regret what I did for this year…
At least I gain a lot of experience from the problem that I face…
Maybe this is the way of becoming mature? Haha!
Problems make us become stronger. Right?
I should look back what I did for the pass.
We should let it pass!
Should look for the future!
I just can use the pass history as the guide line of every problem.
And I shouldn’t scare to try something new.
If we never try something new, we don’t know what is good for us and bad for us.
Start on 2010, I’m not going to solve any problem that I face.
Because I need a lot of time to use different angle to think the right way of solving problem.
And have to learn to be more mature.
And have to be positive thinking!

BYE ALL MY CHINESE MEDICINE MEMORIES 2009!
WELCOME 2010!
I’m going to enjoy 2010 to the maximum!
And I’m going to make a lot of HISTORY on 2010!

My dear friends, is our turn sit for SPM
I know 2010 is a very good luck year for us! ^^

Good Luck My Dear Friend!

Certain message I had kept from early of the January 2009 until December 2009
Well, I would like to share the entire message that I keep at my hp there…
Sometime I was wondering why I keep this kind of message…
I think so after I post out at here…
I’m going to delete the entire message that I keep for so long period!

Original message

Bboyterry a.k.a Mr. Terry – 25 February 2009, 8.59pm
Ahahaha…. Den now why eu so love me geh? Why bcum my lou po geh? xD tis shows tat must hate to love… :) muacks… I love eu dear…

[I still keep this message not because the 3 word ‘I love you.’ It is because of the WHY! When I read back this message I will ask myself why I so love him? He says that must hate to love mean last time I really do hate him don’t know why suddenly love him. I’m silly right? Bboyterry name is his XDO name]

Syazwan – 6 May 2009, 7.53pm
If I disturb U
I’m sorry!
But I need
To say
I….
I LOVE…
Disturbing U!!
Hehehe… (‘’,)

Syazwan – 6 May 2009, 8.02pm
If friends were flower,
I would not pick you!
I’ll let you grow in the garden,
And cultivate you with love and care…
So, I can keep you as friend FOREVER!

[Syazwan is my school KETUA PENGAWAS and my ENEMY too!]

Jeremy – 11 May 2009, 11.28pm
The song u type for me im not sure also leh… 黄健明!

[I type Chinese song for him in Chinese so he replies that to me and I ask him what his Chinese name. Well, I can improve my Chinese my searching his Chinese name to put at here!]

Bamboo a.k.a Waran’s cousin – 8 July 2009, 10.49pm
God Has Four Gifts For U : :
A key for every problem,
A light for every shadow,
A plan for every tomorrow,
A joy for every sorrow.
Enjoy God’s Gift…
God Bless…

[Actually his name is Babu but I think so Bamboo is better, right?]

Pui San – 10 July 2009, 5.17pm
C how ur MATH Level is? Try to solve it: R + CAT + SHOE – RAT + SUN – CHOSE + MOON + I – NOON + GOAL + T – GOAT – U + E = (a word) I wan u to do it everyday…

[The answer is S.M.I.L.E. this message quite cute! She is my tuition friend, quite talk active!]

Jeremy – 9 August 2009, 12.37am
Hmm… if u reli dun wanna mix with them den u should not care dy... misund is their prob.. not urs…

[I’m having problem with my gang and I don’t know why I told him the entire story. This is what he advise me when I’m sad!]

Bamboo a.k.a Waran’s cousin – 19 September 2009, 7.55am
Smtimes I sms u, smtimes I dun, smtimes I reply, smtimes I won. Bt no matter hw many times tat SOMETIMES is, I’L b remmbr U not 4 smtimes bt 4eve… Tc…

[Early the morning get this message… = =]

Jeremy –
20 September 2009,
7.43pm
Yo! Got go back to home town?


7.59pm
Lol… just asking only.. cant see u on9 these few days… that’s y

[Don’t know he blind or what. I everyday online also can’t see! = =]

8.05pm
Lol… im having exam after raya holiday ma... so nowadays keep on study lo…

8.10pm
Zzz…. 1 month later than mine… once I finish exam den u gg… I confirm do stupid things… ^^

8.13pm
Lol… tearing is too much la… just show u my report card only… no big deal!

8.15pm
Lol… dun worry! I wont let u be alone… I swear I will take u to company my result!

8.20pm
Lol… u can take the exam fluently onli talk la… I will make sure u cant study!

8.22pm
Zzz… need to follow u? call u non-stop mai can lo…

8.23pm
Lol… get ur number need how hard? Pui San all sure help me 1…

8.30pm
Lol.. that means u force me to follow u only…

8.35pm
Lol… I scare ur parents go sleep at the living room den gimme sleep at their room…

8.37pm
Lol… ur parents respect me wat… cant blame them… u must learn to be lik ur parents too…

8.41pm
Ur aunt name Jeremy meh? Sure never la… next time ask ur aunty tell ur parents tat she know me… confirm ur parents do the same thing…

8.47pm
Lol… reli wan ask? I scare ur parents shy to tell their secret admirer….

8.49pm
See! I told u they shy… dun ask dy la… later they too shy den not good

8.53pm
Lol… u reli wan me to come? I scare they not only gimme their room, later they gimme their back acc book also den not good dy… I dun wan u to beg money at 16!

[Obviously he is nothing to do. so he disturbs me! = =]

Yee Cheng – 17 November 2009, 11.20pm
Very very soon, I mean real soon, all of us which are connected with each other right now, at tis moment, will no longer be connected. We’ll be in a brand new place, living a brand new life, associate with brand new friends and perhaps it’s a better life. But eventually, one fine day, you’ll look out ur window & recalling all the sweet, sad, bitter, tough memories you and your friends been through and u’ll smile with tears in ur eyes and wishing how badly I could ever go back, even a single minute. This special msg is to all my friends who help to create such a nice piece of memory. Thank you! Do appreciate ur friends and must forward this msg to whoever tat u wna say a thx. Or else it’s too late ;)

[Message of 2012!]

Ho Siong Nam – 7 December 2009, 12.21am
Hey my dear friend... hmm… look like the time reach 12am… did u know what is special today? Today is my friend who name ho meng yee birthday…do you know who is she? At here I would like to wish my this friend happy birthday… I’m glad I have a friend like her… wish her good luck in hers all exam and your wish come true…

[Ho Meng Yee is Ho Siong Nam’s friend which name Low Meng Yee that’s why he says Ho Meng Yee. Stupid right? Help me change surname! Actually he mixes up my birthday and Chee Ching birthday. He thought Chee Ching birthday is my birthday! = =]

Bobbyzhai – 7 December 2009, 12.58am
Dear myee, may this birthday be just the beginning of a year filled with happy memories and wonderful moments .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Best wishes, Pikachu aka bobbyzai
Ps: sorry for late send!

[Bobbyzhai is my XDO ex dear. He kind a rich! And I kind a like this message]

Yee Cheng – 7 December 2009, 9.22pm
Haha. Haih. Memories are always that good. But it just memories.

[Chat about our primary time!]


*Some message post it before already!

Merry Xmas that time I got a lot of message from my friends!
Especially Vivian…
Send 6 same messages to me!
Oh my god!
And I get Merry Xmas message from Terry…
I get this message around 1.37am
That time I’m sleeping…
I surprise get this message but I sleep again…
Kind a ignore his message…
1st time he wish me Merry Xmas!
Wooh~~~!
But I didn’t wish him! xD

Today got the mood of changing blog skin…
Tukar baju blog… xD
Boring look at my blog skin…
That’s why…
Search for the blog skin until I’m going to crazy…
At last I find out some blog skin quite nice!
But the 1 I 100% love…
Unable to put on the blog because of the header a bit cacat!
So, now I use ‘♥ Relaxing’ as my blog skin…
I think so the blog skin quite nice…
Hope YOU will enjoy looking at my cutie blog skin!
YOU = Melissa
Make you jealous with my blog skin… =p
*ngek ngek ngek~~~ *evil laugh…. xD

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Monday, December 28, 2009

Today, 28 December 2009
As usual went to tuition for biology extra class…
Normally I will be early reached Pudu there because I know that if I late reached there…
Maybe I didn’t have any place chair because the class were a lot of student…
My habit is if I early reach Pudu, I will be hanging at the bookshop name ‘Dynamic’
The ‘Dynamic’ got G floor and the 1st floor…
G floor is stationary and the 1st floor is the revision book/reference book and text book
Then, I like to go through all the book at there…
I like to see all the new book cover! xD
I’m weird right?
Haha!
That’s why I always know which 1 are the new book and the old book…
Actually, they just change the cover of all the subject…
Mean it is consider as old book for me… xD
Well, ‘Longman’ new reference book is quite nice…
But my add maths teacher says that just the cover all put the formula out and inside all rubbish!
Don’t let any ‘Longman’ writer saw what I wrote at here…!
Later I kena sue! xp
Okay! Back to topic…
Weeee….. !
Suddenly I remember that form 4 literatures, komsas and the novel change!
Few weeks ago, I just look through the English form 4 literature and novel only…
But today I notice that form 1 literatures, komsas and novel also change…
Woooh!
Look like they all suffering than us! Because literature got DRAMA!
One funnier thing I found at the literature, komsas and novel is all 3 books got PICTURE!
It’s sound like standard 1 book!
Last time when my year, novel and komsas want find PICTURE also hard especially the cerpen and the prosa tradisional!
What to do? Our year, all word… letter... sentences!
Suddenly I saw a book with the name ‘Harga Remaja’
If translate then is ‘Teenager Price’ xD
Then I look at the ‘isi kandungan’ inside…
Wow!
I saw something which related with my darling, Melissa!
Let’s see!

Friday, December 25, 2009

Yesterday, 24 December 2009
Christmas Eve!
Weee…. PMR result is out!
Gosh! 23 December 2009 only I know that the result is out..
Look like I’m out dated!
Whatever!
I just concern how many do my school student get straight A’s!
As what Khairul told me that there is 4 people get straight A’s…
I just know Duncan and Faizi other I don’t know…
What to do? Another 2 is minor character in my school… [watak sampingan! xD]
Ok, stop to be evil!
Just now I receive good news!
As what Puvan says, Gurinder get straight A’s [ops! Don’t know how to spell his name]
Wooh! Got 5 students get straight A’s!
All form 3 teachers will be very proud!
And the school also feels proud because from 3 increases to be 5…
Already increases 2!
Government will give $ because of improvement!
That’s why I always say that school very rich!
Can rompak school already… xD
Get what I mean? xD
Okay, back to Christmas Eve…
Whole day hanging out… kononnya… xD
1st plan is cut hair!
My sister what to do hair treatment, meanwhile I have to cut hair!
Because my hair very long and I dislike it!
Don’t know why last time I like to keep my hair long…
Why ya? xD
Went to the salon, a lot of pendatang asing!
They all really… = =
Wait at there around ½ hour, and my turn…
My sister and I do treatment hair…
My sister pays for me! =)
I do that treatment name ‘Wash Ice Treatment’

Meng Yee: What the meaning of ‘Wash Ice Treatment’?
Boss: ‘Wash Ice Treatment’ is got the feeling cold
Meng Yee: ……….
Boss: you cut isn’t?
Meng Yee: yeap! Then, how about ‘Wash Ironic Treatment’?
Boss: ‘Wash Ironic Treatment’ didn’t have feeling of cold
Meng Yee: ………. Then, between ‘Wash Ice Treatment’ and ‘Wash Ironic Treatment’ which 1 better?
Boss: both also same
Meng Yee: then, you do the ‘Wash Ironic Treatment’ and I do ‘Wash Ice Treatment’
Yean Yee: ok…

Until 5pm reach home…
After that, when reach 6.30pm had dinner…
Around 8pm, went out the daily night market…
Well, that stupid market 10pm only start switches on the light!
But finally I didn’t buy anything…
Because last minutes only I notice that all the clothes is 2nd hand!
So, end up never buy anything even a single clothes!

That day, don’t know what date…
But it just happens few days ago!
Don’t know what the heck keep on dream so much of stupid stuff this month!
I dream that I couple back with Mr. Terry!
He suddenly holds my hand and I allow him to hold my hand…
Such a non sense dream right?
I know that last year December, I and he were so close…
But, it doesn’t mean that this year December I have to close with him once more!
Moreover, I know he is busy with his work at Midvalley there…
And he work with Nicole…
It should be the month that he and Nicole to be close and not me, right?
And I should be close with that stupid people, Jeremy… right?
Haha!
Hope I don’t have such a stupid dream anymore!
God! Please don’t play anymore…!

Hey! Melissa!
Your blog wrote there:
You still love your ex. just admit.
Referring me?

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I don’t want love you anymore! Mr. Terry Choong Pooi Mun!
Full name also come out already.. = =

Monday, December 21, 2009

That, that, that day, 16 December 2009
I went to tuition for add maths; Preparation For SPM
Well, that day Andrea got went for tuition…
I’m not surprise when she came!
No feeling!
Before I saw her, I saw Jeremy and the gang…
At the Sejarah notice board there, discuses about the U.S.A and C.I.A
The bell rang and I went down with an Indian girl that I know..
And I saw Jeremy…
I just say ‘Hi’ to him then went off…
Meet Andrea and enter the class…
The class begins like normal…
Don’t know why I keep on look behind… xD
Searching for Jeremy because… I also don’t know…
I’m not love him… I just got the good feel on him…
So it’s not considered as LOVE!
Suddenly, that Nicole wants to fight with Umaas…
But give Umaas 'deng' her back!
Yeah! Umaas is WINNER!
Umaas says Nicole that,
Once Nicole opens her mouth, the building will fall down~!
Everyone laugh like hell!
That is a fact! Is true! Nicole is a very very noise people in this world!
No people can win her!
After the class, I saja saja want disturb Jeremy by sms!

Meng Yee: no go for add maths extra class?
Jeremy: no… why? I go for Saturday [actually Saturday is normal class and also extra class, I thought he going for the extra class = =]
Meng Yee: today very funny leh the class… teacher says badly about Nicole!
Jeremy: what he says?
Meng Yee: Umaas says that once Nicole opens her mouth, the building will fall!
Jeremy: building fall only ar? Helicopters also drop down la… haha!
Meng Yee: why not say when she opens her mouth… earthquakes will happen! You sound like not ‘song’ her…
Jeremy: lol… you should say once she opens her mouth then 2012 happen! Haha! Not really not 'song’ la… just don’t really want mix with her…
Meng Yee: lolx! She not song me because of Terry!
Jeremy: lol... what to do with Terry? She likes him?
Meng Yee: because last time when I couple with Terry, I told her that I will be the 1st who say break up to the guy… but that time is Terry says out 1st ma… but, actually I know Terry got another girl friend 1 day before Terry says he wants break with me… so Nicole thought I cheat her lor!
Jeremy: lol… like this also nice to angry? Zzzz…. She got a bit childish… so now she still not ‘song’ you?
Meng Yee: I think so she still not ‘song’ me!
Jeremy: lol… don’t care her la... wei, Marris got attend the extra class?
Meng Yee: ya, she got attend.. why? You still love her?
Jeremy: no la… see dou her at outside of Martin… before extra class what you attend?
Meng Yee: I just go for add maths extra class only la… I know you still love Marris geh!
Jeremy: zzz… Whatever! You still like Terry?
Meng Yee: lolx? Cannot whatever! Here, just me and you! Admit that you still like her la! I don’t like Terry already la… what for I still like him?
Jeremy: lol… not really like la… just for so long didn’t see her then today I found that she got a bit mature… love is blind… who knows? haha!
Meng Yee: aiya! Don’t try to cheat me! From my observation, you still like Marris!
Jeremy: lol… I can’t trust your observation.. aiyo… its not really like la… I don’t know how to explain…
Meng Yee: lol… then is good feel?
Jeremy: merely that… but not… aiyo… this feel I almost see who also got 1 la… means I like everyone lo?

Actually, he try to tell me that he don’t love Marris anymore…
But I feel that he still love her!
Sorry to him that I cheat him I don’t like Terry anymore!
Actually, I still like Terry but not as much as previous….
Maybe I find already Jeremy to replace Terry! xD
I’m joking!
Maybe long time I didn’t find Terry chat or meet or even see him…
And now, the feeling toward him is getting less!
If 1 year, we didn’t meet each other, I think so I will totally forget his face and just remember got Terry in this world!
Moreover, I still love him or not already not important…
Surrounding him is full of pretty girl…
He got his own world…
And I got my way to walk through….
I always keep these sentences in my mind…
This sentences is from Umass
‘Masih ada banyak ikan di dalam kolam’
We shouldn’t be sad because of someone right?
Terry’s world is full of games and pretty girl…
Mine one is full of study, music and friends
Since last time I told him that ‘you are not my cup of tea’
Actually is TRUE!
But now, add one more sentences!
‘We not belong together, because we were not in the same world!’
Right?
I’m going to use up how many seconds, minutes, day, months and years not to love him anymore!
Because I know that it is not worth to love him anymore. Yet, he is a flower heart guy!
I’m going to stop here 1st…

That day, 20 December 2009
After English lesson then continue physics lesson…
Actually, last week teacher asked us to memorize all about the lens and the mirror!
But I never memorize because I’m damn lazy!
8 minutes before the class start, I keep on see the note…
I just see not memorize or what else!
Look at the diagram and the word only…
Then, teacher enters the class and asks us did we memorize it!
Everyone is laughing!
It means that not only I’m the one who not memorize… xD
While teacher is teaching in front, I don’t know why he keeps on look at me…
And keep on scream…
Hey! This time I didn’t talk with anyone…
I’m fully concentrating what the hell he teaching…
But he keeps starring at me… = =
After that, he requests us to do question…
He keeps on walk here and there…
Well, he is hyperactive type!
Then suddenly say about that machine…
Ask us what the phenomenon of that machine…
He gives us some clues…
I know the answer for that question…!
I not dare to say it out loud because I’m lack of confident!
I just say ‘Total….’
Because I remember is start with ‘Total….’
'Total… Total… Total…’
Teacher looks at me… because I just say ‘Total’
Then, he says the answer… ‘Total Internal…..’
That time only I remember the answer is ‘Total Internal Refraction’
I’m stupid hor? Just remember the word ‘Total’… xD
After he asks that question, back to the question he requests we do!
Suddenly this stupid teacher keeps on look at me…
And smile like evil! = =
I thought that he not smiling with me… suddenly, he walk near my friend…
Then see my answer… = =

Anwar: hehe… why concave lens? [evil look, evil smile = =]
Meng Yee: because the question says that ENLARGE… [I’m sure is correct!]
Anwar: haha! [making me feel my answer wrong = =] she is smart! You know what? I ask her why is the answer is concave lens… ? She say because the word ENLARGE~~~~
Meng Yee: ……. [I thought I give wrong answer!]

Thanks for saying me SMART! xD
Start perasan... xD


Actually last time he got says that word to me before!
When the 1st time I enter his class….


Anwar: you form what?
Meng Yee: form 4 la…
Anwar: I got see you before?
Meng Yee: ya! When pre form 4 that time I got enter your class!
Anwar: oo… no wonder…
Meng Yee: =)
Anwar: you know what? you look very smart… I’m going to ask you a lot question!
Meng Yee: o.O [kena attack nice nice from him!]

After 1 week…
He attacks me again!
I wore a T-Shirt, and my T-Shirt got word…

Anwar: the best! The best!
Meng Yee: *blur… don’t even know he calling who… so I keep doing my thing…
Anwar: The best!... The Best~~~
Meng Yee:*look at him and still blur..
Anwar: yeah! Is you… you know I’m saying you right? and you pretending don’t know…
Meng Yee: why you call me ‘The Best?’
Anwar: because you T-Shirt the word wrote there… ‘The Best!’
Meng Yee: *ignore him!

He is stupid right? Keeps on bully me! xD
But now, I think so is a concern because he bullies me and didn’t bully my friend!
Means he concerns me not my friend because I’m SMART! xD
He concerns about me, my friend will be jealous…
Don’t even know why?
Maybe they all want to feel the feeling of give teacher bullies!

Actually it is a good thing give teacher concern!
And I can learn more from teacher…

Teacher! Bully me la! xD

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Today, 20 December 2009
I would like to say Happy Birthday To Yee Cheng…
3rd times I wish her happy birthday…
Well, this time she is unable to see…
Okay, back to topic…
Why do I say dream comes true?
Did you remember that I post before the 1 topic…
This time, I’m going to relate that topic ‘Dream may come true?’ to my today’s topic ‘Dream comes true!’
I wondering isn’t to many people wishing Happy Birthday and together with the sentences ‘May your dream come true’
And now, my dreams really come true!
This time not a good dream comes true…
Is a nightmare comes true!
Get what I mean?
If not understand, please view to the topic ‘Dream May Come True?’
And you will understand better…
Melissa, I think so you no need view back because you already know right?
It sounds like I syiok sendiri at here! xD
Actually, you know why I say that my dream comes true?
Because today 1 phenomena happen!
At tuition there!
When English lesson, I sat at the middle, it means that I sat between Pui San and Chee Ching…
Pui San is my tuition friend and I felt that she quite dislike me… but what to do? I just leave it!
Suddenly,

Pui San: Chee Ching, Wednesday you success celebrate your birthday?
Chee Ching: ya! I ask Nicole go along but she can’t attend my birthday party…
Pui San: oo… means Nicole didn’t cheat me! I bought you the present but not yet wrap yet… ya... Not yet wrap with the present paper… [Remember her birthday also don’t remember mine birthday!]
Chee Ching: oo… nvm!

I damn pissed off… okay?
Don’t you know my feeling?
Really think that I’m fully transparent in all the time…?
Hey! I’m a normal human being… okay?

They keep it as a secret but at last suddenly say out!
Akhirnya, rahsia sudah bongkar…
Paper cannot wrap fire…

I damn hard to cool down this pissed off situation….
My mind keep on pop out Jeremy says to me that sentences
:- if you are famous, many people will remember your birthday and arrange for you, your birthday party… if you not famous, no one will going to remember your birthday…

It keeps on remind me that ‘I’m not that what people say famous!’
Keep on repeat until I make myself cool down…
I was wondering, if I just say all out… what will happen?
I think so the situation is become worst!
Right?
Now I will always pretend didn’t see, didn’t hear and don’t know anything…
Last time treat you all too good and now u treat me like bullshit!

I rather don’t know anything than know something that I shouldn’t know!
There is no benefit for knowing so many things…
It will really hurt my feeling because know so many things….

You know what? Just now I tell to Randy about this case…
And I ask him isn’t I’m look like small gas…
He asks me not to think like that to myself…
The following word that he replies is funny!

Randy: you too kind and good. That’s why people keep bully you. You want be confident in yourself. Don’t too kind hearted to anyone. If want kind can, but don’t over kind. People will use you or play you.

I’m kind?
Oh my god!
I’m not kind… I’m treat friends too good until become like that!

I’m sure that, this time won’t have any tear come out from my eye!
Let’s the heart cried as much as the heart want to. So that, my heart would be stronger!
And start building confident to myself!
I’m totally lack of confident when face with them!
Are they treating me too cruel? And I’m scare of them? That’s why I didn’t have confident when facing them?

Well, well, well, I think so that’s too many problems happen between that gang and I until they never put me at there eyes!
And they already use all the ‘alien’ language told me that I’m totally not their friend anymore!
I think so this is the better solution of this kind of stupid, idiot problem right?


I damn pissed off!!!

Friday, December 18, 2009

Introduction

Self Information

Name: Low Meng Yee
Chinese Name: From 刘明颐 to 刘玟妤
English Name: Shelley
Age: 16
Date Of Birth: 7 December 1993
Blood Type: A
Height: 160cm
Weight: 44.4kg
Address: A-11-9 PPR Pudu Ulu, Jalan Pudu Ulu Cheras, 56100 Kuala Lumpur
House Phone: 03-92005792
Hand phone: 016-9463397
MSN: mengyee92005792@hotmail.com, incomplete.of.reflection-myee@hotmail.com, snowangle92005792@hotmail.com, mengyee931207@hotmail.com, love_mengyee@hotmail.com
Website: http://incompleteofreflection-myee.blogspot.com

School:-
Kindergarten: MGS
Primary School: Sekolah Kebangsaan Raja Perempuan
Secondary School: Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Yaacob Latif

Tuition Center:-
Primary: House Tuition, Pusat Tuisyen Pengkalan, Pusat Tuisyen Chee
Secondary: Pusat Tuisyen Martin

Friends:-
Normal Friends: Everyone
Close Friends: Andrea, Tze Ling, Chee Ching, Pui San, Vivian Tan, Carmen Chan, Afiq, Waran, Yathevan, Hafiz, Siong Nam, Jason and so on….
Best Friends: Jeremy, Vincent, Khai, Yee Cheng, Jee Cheng, Vanessa, Sharon, Elaine Tan, Elaine Chan, Wei Yan, Qian Ting, Kar Sin and so on…
True Friend: Melissa Ng
Friend That I Dislike: Nicole Wong, Aw Yeong Feng Mei

Teacher:-
Favourite Teacher In School: Pn. Kartini, Pn. Saida, Pn. Aziziah, Pn. Rosidah, En. Ahmad Fathie, Pn. Woon, Pn. Selva, Pn. Malathi
Favourite Teacher In Tuition: Mr. Donald, Mr. Kung, Mr. Syed Anwar, Mr. Subra, Mr. Umaas, Mr. Ganesan, Pn. Salihah, Mr. Ahmad
Teacher That I Dislike In School: Pn. Rosmawati, En. Sugu

Favourite:-
Food: As long as can eat
Drinks: Honeydew juice, Watermelon juice, carrot juice
Fruits: Honeydew, Watermelon, Apple
Subject: Biology, Chemistry, Additional Mathematic, Mathematic, Account
Colour: Black, White, Silver, Light Blue
Book: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn
Movie: Twilight, New Moon, 2012
Drama: 宫心计，海派甜心
English Songs: Already Gone, Yesterday, Better In Time, Taking Back My Love, Paparazzi, Another You, Sweet Dream
Chinese Songs: 爱一直存在，雨爱，我知道，下雨天，爱不疚，妥协，带我走, Don’t Go Away
Music: River Flows In You, Bella’s Lullaby, Canon
FM: One Fm, My Fm
Games: Restaurant City, Tower Of Babel
Website: http://www.facebook.com

Fee:-
Tuition Fee: RM198
School Fee: Not Sure
Mama Fee: RM45

Spent Money On:-
-Stationary
-Food
-Bus Fee
-School Use
-Class Fee
-Hp reloads

1 day salary :-
Schooling without tuition: RM 7
Schooling with tuition: RM 8
Tuition Only: RM 7 or RM 9

When With All The Friends
Normal Use When School Day Without Tuition:-
Food: RM 4.50

Normal Use When School Day With Tuition:-
Bus Fee: RM1
Food: RM6.50

Normal Use When Tuition:-
For PTM:
Bus Fee: RM 2
Food: RM 6.50

For Mama:
Bus Fee: RM3.80
Food: RM 4.50

Alone
Normal Use When School Day Without Tuition:-
Food: RM 3.50

Normal Use When School Day With Tuition:-
Bus Fee: RM1
Food: RM4.50

Normal Use When Tuition:-
For PTM:
Bus Fee: RM 2
Food: RM 4.50

For Mama:
Bus Fee: RM3.80
Food: RM 3.50

Spent Time On:-
-Homework
-Revision
-Online
-Stay At Room
-Blogging
-Facebook-ing
-Gaming
-Tuition-ing
-School-ing
-Listen music

Result:-
UPSR : 2A 2B 1C
PMR: 5A 2B
Form 4: 4A 6B, num. 3
SPM: -

To Be Continue Part 2

The following post will be totally about my background…
The 1st people who read about me... Is you! Melissa!
Maybe you also totally don’t know my story all the time…

CJ7 all side view and the front view…
Actually, this present is Terry gives to me last year…
After few months that we know each other, he gives me this CJ7…
That small present he gives me while he is chases me…
I told him that I don’t want but still, he gives to me…
The way he gives to me kind funny!
That time I give to him the PMR Intervensi exam paper…
He told me that want to copy the answer and get high score for the exam…
I just give to him because he borrow me geography and science tuition note to me…
Then, he puts it inside the exam paper and gives it to me…
When I open, I saw it and = =
Actually, at the same time, he is chasing a girl name Wai Ching and I also…
His kind a flower heart type…
But always told me that he is loyal!
Don’t rewind the history back first!
Eh! I don’t even know why I still keep this stupid present until now…
It is not valuable… but I do still keep this…
When I take this CJ7 and see…
Feel like want to throw it away…
But… don’t know la!
When PMR that time, this CJ7 accompany go exam… xD
Not only PMR, almost every exam…
CJ7 accompany me!
Funny right?
But now I just keep it inside my drawer with my other ‘bear’
The bear… xD
Ok…
Well, just want to say that I ‘tak sampai hati’ want throw this CJ7… = =

1 year taking buses go tuition…
And this is what I collect and never throw it away…
Still got time to make a big heart shape for my collection…
Can it count… how many days I love you?
Well, forget about it…
This all ‘heart’ will be throwing soon…. xD

That day, 13 December 2009
I was chatting with Melissa at MSN…
Suddenly I receive a message from Terry’s mother…
Wow! Terry’s mother message!
I can’t believe that!
His mother message me… xD
I feel weird and quickly open that message and see…
……
…..
…..

Terry’s Mother: Terry here… Happy Belated Birthday… Sorry for the late wish…

Mean this message is Terry sent to me by using his mother phone…
He works also no money reload his phone…
Ok… whatever!
Then I reply him using my mother phone also… xD

Meng Yee’s Mother: Meng Yee here! You better wait for next year my birthday only wish me… xD anyway, thanks…

And I didn’t have any reply from him…
I think so he kind doesn’t like me say like that to him…
Because it’s sound like ‘bagai kacang melupakan kulit’
I wish him when he’s birthday around 4am something…
At the same time he’s birthday is my final exam don’t xxx what subject…
But say the truth,
I rather he wish me happy birthday next year…
How many second my birthday already passes…?
How many minutes my birthday already passes…?
How many day my birthday already passes…?
It is too late to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY right?
Stupid! Numb!
I kind a fed up with him… don’t even know why…
I also look stupid right?

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Today, 15 December 2009
Yeap, today got tuition biology…
Kind a funny today because Mr. Donald says that Vivian is monkey…
Actually cannot blame Mr. Donald…
You know why? Because when Mr. Donald says Vivian is human…
Vivian looks so angry with Mr. Donald…
I was wondering why Vivian so angry?
It means that Vivian not human?
Okay! Forget about it… xD
After tuition, prepare to go back home…
Suddenly rain so heavy and with thunder…
Feel like want to back home as fast as possible…
I keep on walk as fast as I could so that I can reach the bus stop…
And I keep on pray that the bus faster come!
While waiting for the bus…
½ already wet like hell!
Moreover, I’m wearing white clothes… how nice it is right?
Luckily my white clothes are kind a thick or else all the boy keep on look at me…
And luckily my bra also white colour… =)
Don’t know why some boys keep on look at me…
Isn’t want to see my pretty bra?
Guys! You have no chance to see it! me is who ha? So easy to let you see?
Don’t dream ba… haha!
Those guys stupid hor?
Well, at the bus there, the driver numbs!
Know that we all kena the rain water for sure all of us will cold…
This bus driver still switches on the air-cond so cold for want?
Make me cold until unable to move…
FREEZING!
Stupid driver! xD
Maybe he is too HOT! That’s why he switches on the air-cond…
Back to yesterday,
Yesterday got tuition also, I was surprise that I saw Kar Yee and Esther…
But I late go tuition, no chance to talk to them…
And yesterday I chat with Melissa…
I ask her one question about her ‘orangmu’

Meng Yee: I want to ask you a question…
Melissa: ask la…. what question…
Meng Yee: your orangmu is boy or girl… [I know this question is kind weird but I have to ask… well, me is the kind of people like ‘ingin tahu’]

I got the answer but still want to ask… xD
Stupid right?
Sorry ya Melissa… xD
She told me the answer…
So… that’s all… ♥

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Today, 13 December 2009
I got a dream, can say as nightmare?
Yes! It is consider a nightmare!
But I hope that this dream come true…
I don’t know why…xD
Let me say about the dream…
I suddenly dream that I went to tuition…
And Chee Ching was sitting at one chair…
The chair beside her like rosak jor…
But don’t know why I still walk near her and sit beside her…
Already know that the chair spoil but I still sit at the chair…
Then she talks to me…

Chee Ching: ya! Is I sengaja don’t want invite you to come to my birthday party… [with a tone kind a proud]

Then I stand and walk away from that class…

Well, I know her birthday is around the corner…
But why give me this kind of dream?
Isn’t this is the signal that end of our friendship?
Wow! If it is true I’m so HAPPY with it!
You know what? I so happy when I’m alone…
I don’t know why I feel like I didn’t have that heart to join their group…
If I out of the group, for sure everyone will keep on asking…
Ask us ‘WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING BETWEEN YOU ALL?’
Well, like it be natural phenomena better than I go cari pasal with they all right?
And don’t know why today I keep on sit with her…
1st lesson until the last lesson also she sits beside me…
And both of us didn’t talk…
Its look like no topic wants to talk to her…
But still, she sits with me…
I don’t like them 1 part…
They all really make me mad!
Every time, when they all don’t want to attend the extra class…
They won’t inform me 1st…
EVERY TIME!
Example; Wednesday, 9 December 2009
Got extra class for additional mathematics…
All of them didn’t go for this extra class…
They never tell me or inform me…
I SMS Andrea and no one are replying me…
At the end, one of them also didn’t attend to the class…
If they earlier told me that they unable to attend…
At least I can sit with Vivian, Elaine, Jeremy or someone that I close…
And you know what?
Thursday only I receive a message from Andrea…
Why not Saturday only reply my message back?
And when they know that I’m attending, and then they will keep on borrow!
Well, for me if they don’t want to go for the extra class also none of my business…
Get what I mean? The one who get the knowledge is me and they are copying!
Don’t say what, exam, Chee Ching also asks answer from me…
If I don’t tell her the answer later sure will say badly about me…
So, what to do? Girls like to GOSSIP!


------------------SKIP---------------------

Let’s talk back about tuition… =)
Love tuition so much!
Today sejarah…
Teacher enters the class late because he is not feeling well…
Then English time,
Teacher doesn’t know eyes got problem or not…
Say my clothes are a bag… = =
After that physics…!
Wow! What a cold joke that Mr. Anwar makes!
Today physics lesson continue with concave lens and convex lens…
This 1 kind a different with concave mirror and convex mirror…
Last time the concave mirror drawing… [I mean draw the light.. the reflection light] got 5 drawing…
Each drawing… the image will place at different position…
And the convex drawing just got 2 drawing…
Each drawing… the image will place different position but still the same… I mean still same is diminish, real, upright…
But,
This time, convex lens similar with concave mirror…[Is refraction light!]
And the concave lens similar with convex mirror…
Get what I mean…
I think so, is kind blur…
Ok, forget about it!
Then, suddenly I also don’t know why Mr. Anwar keeps on look at me and talk to me…
He wants me to answer his question…
After that, I talk with Andrea…
And he judges me that I’m talkactive… = =
Luckily I escape one of his questions…
But then, he wants us to answer the question that provided at his note there…
Well, I know the answer…
He point at the talkactive people to answer the question…
So, I’m INCLUDED! = =
3 people have to answer… 2 from SBS and 1 is me = =
2 from SBS say the answer is B
And I’m the only 1 says that the answer is A
My answer is correct! I’m very proud… kononnya… xD
Actually, this is a logical thinking… = =
Suddenly, he says about the photo state machine…

Anwar: well, photo state machine is concave mirror or convex mirror or concave lens or convex lens?
Everyone: Convex lens…
Anwar: you, tell me why is convex lens? *pointing to Sarah [tuition friends and one of Anwar cousin]
Sarah: ….. inverted…. Inverted….. [Forget what she says, I just remember got a lot of invert! xD]
Anwar: haha! Why you want to explain so complicated? So easy, you photo state the original and the copy that we take is inverted right? terbalikan la!
Everyone: *haha + sweating+…..

He kind a evil… = =
Like to laugh like evil… xD
After physics, here come additional mathematic…
Let me cut a bit the additional mathematic story…
Well, Mr. Umaas keeps on look at me…
You know why?
Because he lazy to press calculator for the answer and see my answer…
Copy my answer to the white board…
And give me an evil smile… = =
So, today just like that end up the story… xD

And Happy Birthday To Nelson