Sunday, December 20, 2009
Today,
20 December
2009I would like to say
Happy Birthday To Yee Cheng…
3rd times I wish her happy birthday…
Well, this time she is unable to see…
Okay, back to topic…
Why do I say dream comes true?
Did you remember that I post before the 1 topic…
This time, I’m going to relate that topic ‘
Dream may come true?’ to my today’s topic ‘
Dream comes true!’
I wondering isn’t to many people wishing Happy Birthday and together with the sentences ‘
May your dream come true’
And now, my dreams really come true!
This time not a good dream comes true…
Is a nightmare comes true!
Get what I mean?
If not understand, please view to the topic ‘
Dream May Come True?’
And you will understand better…
Melissa, I think so you no need view back because you already know right?
It sounds like I syiok sendiri at here!
xDActually, you know why I say that my dream comes true?
Because today
1 phenomena happen!
At tuition there!
When
English lesson, I sat at the middle, it means that I sat between
Pui San and
Chee Ching…
Pui San is my tuition friend and I felt that she quite dislike me… but what to do? I just leave it!
Suddenly,
Pui San: Chee Ching, Wednesday you success celebrate your birthday?Chee Ching: ya! I ask Nicole go along but she can’t attend my birthday party…Pui San: oo… means Nicole didn’t cheat me! I bought you the present but not yet wrap yet… ya... Not yet wrap with the present paper… [Remember her birthday also don’t remember mine birthday!]
Chee Ching: oo… nvm!
I damn pissed off… okay?
Don’t you know my feeling?
Really think that I’m fully transparent in all the time…?
Hey! I’m a normal human being… okay?
They keep it as a secret but at last suddenly say out!
Akhirnya, rahsia sudah bongkar…
Paper cannot wrap fire…
I damn hard to cool down this pissed off situation….
My mind keep on pop out
Jeremy says to me that sentences
:-
if you are famous, many people will remember your birthday and arrange for you, your birthday party… if you not famous, no one will going to remember your birthday…
It keeps on remind me that ‘
I’m not that what people say famous!’
Keep on repeat until I make myself cool down…
I was wondering, if I just say all out… what will happen?
I think so the situation is become worst!
Right?
Now I will always pretend didn’t see, didn’t hear and don’t know anything…
Last time treat you all too good and now u treat me like bullshit!
I rather don’t know anything than know something that I shouldn’t know!
There is no benefit for knowing so many things…
It will really hurt my feeling because know so many things….
You know what? Just now I tell to
Randy about this case…
And I ask him isn’t I’m look like small gas…
He asks me not to think like that to myself…
The following word that he replies is funny!
Randy:
you too kind and good. That’s why people keep bully you. You want be confident in yourself. Don’t too kind hearted to anyone. If want kind can, but don’t over kind. People will use you or play you.
I’m kind?
Oh my god!
I’m not kind… I’m treat friends too good until become like that!
I’m sure that, this time won’t have any tear come out from my eye!
Let’s the heart cried as much as the heart want to. So that, my heart would be stronger!
And start building confident to myself!
I’m totally lack of confident when face with them!
Are they treating me too cruel? And I’m scare of them? That’s why I didn’t have confident when facing them?
Well, well, well, I think so that’s too many problems happen between that gang and I until they never put me at there eyes!
And they already use all the ‘
alien’ language told me that I’m totally not their friend anymore!
I think so this is the better solution of this kind of stupid, idiot problem right?
I damn pissed off!!!мєηg уєє ♥
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:25 PM
Mc Donald Ice-Cream