Resistance ♥

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Friday, 26 February 2010
My gang and I had tuition at Mama’s house.
We decided to go Leisure Mall after tuition account.
When we reach Leisure Mall, we take our lunch and do our mission.
One of our missions is go to the popular and search for Form 5 literature revision book.
After my friend buy Form 5 the revision book.
We walk around and looking for some interesting novel.
I saw Twilight in Malay version.
Oh my god. I’m confirming that I not going to read it!
I prefer original!
English is better for me!
After that, we saw an interesting book named as ‘Why Men Want Sex And Woman Need Love?’
At the beginning, we just looked at the cover and don’t care what was the content is.
Because of I don’t know what thing I should do. I just see the introduction of it.
Introduction picture is okay.
But chapter picture really.
No comment.
I just laugh non-stop!
Pictures are provided!
Just understand the picture!

Well, I’m not a dirty-minded person.
I just feel funny. Sex is a part of general knowledge or common sense!
Agree?

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

3:08 PM

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

A lot of things happened everyday no matter in school or outside.
My school also didn’t miss those problems too.
The day after sport day, I have to go school.
Well, this year shouldn’t ponteng so much because the last year staying at school and because of SPM.
If there is no SPM, I don’t think so I will go school. Right?
Everyone don’t like to go school because have to wake up early.
Back to the topic, after biology class I went back to my class.
On the way, I saw my teacher and she requested me to see her after I put all my stuff into the classroom.
A strong feeling telling me that it must be something wrong.
Yes, what I feel is correct at this moment.
I have a short chat with my teacher.
About a numb cases, and I’m the one who become victim.
A lot of story behind this story and no body know about it.
There is no people know what is that behind story is what.
At the end, every teacher is blame on me.
Why should I’m the one who give teacher blame?
I never did anything that break the law.
I know I’m active in Facebook.
So, active in Facebook is the meaning of breaking the law?
I did open blog for express every single feeling.
Did expressing feeling in blog also a part of breaking the law?
Yet, no people know what the hell I’m active in Facebook.
I’m active in Facebook not for gossip. Okay?
I’m active in Facebook because I’m playing certain game such as Restaurant City and Tower Of Babel.
So, are this is the way of breaking the law?
I'M NOT BREAKING ANY WORLD LAW THAT CREATED BY ANYONE!
I just don’t understand what is those people mind thinking?
Who is the one who tell out everything about that case?
I just admit what I did and for sure if I never did something wrong, I will never say it!
But some of them, did it and don’t dare to admit.
Well, I admit that I got wrote a topic about that case but I open it for express out my feeling.
At the same time, I already said that I WON’T CARE IT ANYMORE!
I’m freaking pissed off with those people who really don’t understand what I wrote in my blog and started gossip.
I just open that topic and I never wrote other than that.
How about a guy who name Puvan?
What he did behind us?
He said out everything to everyone!
And I’m the one who never said out anything, I get blame by others.
What is this?
It is so unfair to me.
I know that I never tell that case to one of the teacher.
And that teacher is angry with me.
That teacher keeps on told other that I’m the one who gossips this because that teacher wants to cover her sources. That teacher doesn’t want Puvan in danger and I’m the one who become victim?
I just keep it as secret, and Puvan told everything.
And one more, I never said badly about other teacher even I really pissed off with some teacher.
In my Facebook, got a lot of my school teacher, why I want to take such risk?
I won’t do something that not benefits on me!
I’m not going to think risk in my life.
I know that Puvan is pushing all the things that he did to me.
Meyalahkan orang lain, padahal sendirinya yang membuat salah.
What he done, he gives it to me.
I was wondering, Puvan is the one who wrong, and I’m the one who get the punishment.
Puvan, you think you such a clever boy push everything to me?
I know you got supporter.
Who is going to care about it?
And now, all teachers hate me.
That is your jasa right Puvan?
Puvan, you such a selfish person, you really thinks that I don’t know something badly about you?
I just never gossip what you had done!
I was same class with you since form 1 until now.
You thought I don’t know your attitude as well?
Well, as long as I know I never did so many useless and such a risk thing to make myself into trouble.
I swear upon all the god, I never ever say badly about teachers and I never ever gossip those terrible case with teacher.
Believe me or not is up to you.
Well, I no need people to believe me also.
And I don’t need anyone pity me.
Just God will know who is correct and who is wrong.
I and the God will know it.
Only God will truly understand me as well.
Those who want to blame me, please go ahead!
I won’t stop you.
The only one I believe is just God. No other.
I give this problem to God, and God will help me to solve it!
My concept is simple. I want to enjoy my school life.
Problems in school I will ignore even it is related to me like what is happen to me.
Why should I so care about it?
I won’t allow the problem influence my study.
I want my SPM full of A and I don’t want rubbish problem surrounded my mind.
That’s why I’m not going to campur tangan in anything.
Just blame me if you want to.
I’m not going to care anything started that moment.
I’m avoiding getting problem from other.
Anyway, what I said, want to believe or not is up to you.
I’m speechless.
I already not free of caring such wasting time stuff.
As what I promise to one of the teacher that I already close the topic since long time ago.
Only some people say that I’m the one who open the topic.
I HATE YOU, PUVANDRAN
You are SUCK!

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:27 PM

We went to sing k on 19 February 2010 at Green Box, Sungei Wang.
We were referring Andrea, Brenna, Chee Ching, Danson, Hiau Sun, Kean Meng, Paking, Pik Ling, Weng Han and I
Don’t talk much, just picture!

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8:11 PM

That is my school sport day, 22 Feb 2010.
Everything is same, at the Stadium Bola Sepak there.
This is the last year of entering Stadium Bola Sepak for sport day.
Here some Stadium Bola Sepak picture.
Its kind a blur because my hand keeps on vibrates.
Get what I mean?

I’m feeling nervous on that time.
Because it’s kind an embarrassing foot drills in front of my senior.
We reach there around 7am and we gathering at the stadium.
Practice for foot drill because 1 week holiday Chinese New Year.
Even keeps on practice before the sport day start.
But the foot drills still the same.
Just not messy like rehearsal!
I’m nervous when the sport day begins!
When hormat kekanan, my heart pump very fast because I’m too nervous.
Don’t even know why, we walk until very slow.
As slow as tortoise!
Some of the cadets walk so fast.
Then, we stand at the field and listen to all the speech.
And I keep on sweating like hell.
At last, all the speech already finished and now is the time out from the barisan.
Well, my backbone is very pain.
Maybe I stand too much and it causes me pain.
I don’t know how to cure my painful.
I keep on move here and there and sit down.
After that, Tze Ling arranged us at where should we duty.
Choy, Kok Loong and I were duty at the checkpoint 1.
I told them that checkpoint 1 seldom people will injure normally the main point will injure more.
Yet, checkpoint 1 really doesn’t have anyone injure.
3 of us keep on chat while duty.
Its kind a fun when duty with Kok Loong because he is funny.
Among so many junior, Aison and Kok Loong is the funniest junior that I meet.
Kok Loong is Lady Gaga big fans!
Wow! Almost every song he knows how to sing.
And he can rap also!
Especially that song, Love Game, he knows how to rap at the front part.
How interesting my junior is!
I can’t stop laughing with his movement, he sing and everything.
Following is his picture!

Finish duty, we meet back at the main point there.
And I took my bag to the girl toilet and started changed our clothes.
Then, we meet Tze Ling and asked for the result of the foot drills competition.
I can’t believe that St. John gets top 3.
3rd is St. John, 2nd is KRS, 1st is Cadet Police.
Well done Cadet Police, your berbarisan is very neat and nice.
Some of the picture will be uploading in my blog.
And the winner of Rumah Sukan is Juara.
Olaragawan and Olaragawati are from my class!
I’m so proud!
Here’s some following picture!

After that, we went to Time Square and watched movie.
At first, I thought we were going watch a Chinese movie but my senior said wanted watch Percy Jackson and The Lighting Thief.
Well, I really wanted to watch that movie so long.
The main character is really handsome.
I admired him so much before I watch Percy Jackson and The Lighting Thief.
After I watch Percy Jackson and The Lighting Thief, I fall in love on him.
I’m search for his picture at Goggle and Yahoo website.
Some of his picture:

Well, for me, he really my type of boy friend that I want.
He is my cup of tea.
He is handsome, cute.
Everything that he has is the part of I request for my boy friend.
If he could be my 1 day boy friend, how nice is that.
Good memories, I’m dreaming.
Ignore me!
I’m crazy of him!

p/s: Some of the picture will update soon!

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:38 PM

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Well, 1 day before sport day.
I would like to express all the feeling at here first!
Sigh.
The feeling toward sport day always the same, because I’m taking part in St. John foot drill.
It is kind a stress for me this year compare to last year.
I know that, this year sport day St. John foot drill will be very terrible.
Gosh, if we got top 3. I’m glad.
But get top 3 is kind an impossible for me this year.
This year, St. John foot drill like a SHIT!
I don’t know how I want to describe about the foot drill.
But I’m going to tell you guy that St. John foot drill is very terrible!
I’m freaking nervous right now.
Feel like got a lot of pressure or can say stress on me.
I’m gonna ‘hormat kekanan’ for this year.
No. is every year. But I’m nervous.
I am really nervous.
But what I want to say is I’m NERVOUS!
Andrea and I have to shout timing.
We, memainkan peranan yang penting.
What I want to say is…
I’m NERVOUS!

p/s: a lot of grammar error! I’m too nervous!

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:03 PM

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Yesterday I was doing additional mathematic homework that given by my school teacher.
Well, I noticed that I totally forgotten how to solve the problem about chapter 2, linear law.
I’m trying to recalled back what had my tuition teachers teach.
Sorry, I unable to recalled back.
This is why my additional mathematic teacher always said that additional mathematic is easy to understand once you do a lot of practice but when you stop doing it, you will forget everything.
Yes, it is true.
At last, I finish the homework that given by teacher around 12.30am
How late is that? Right?
Just few questions can make me done my homework until late night.
After that, I went out to the living room, looking at my sister what the hell she was doing.
She was looking at the Sony Ericson mobile.
Yeah, she really admires some of the mobile.
But have to save a lot of money to buy her favourite mobile.
After that, she went to my room and started our ‘Pillow Talks’
As what Mel requested me to asked her about how many month does my sister with her beloved boy friend together.
And the result is, 20 days but now they two was ‘cold war’
I don’t know what their problem is because she doesn’t want to tell me.
I had already asked more than 10 times!
She was not telling their problem.
Well, just ignore about it.
While chatting, I asked how they were together.
Okay, for me, it isn’t romantic at all.
And my sister told me the feeling of holding his hand.
Well, I’m totally speechless with that.
Suddenly, I asked about the age of her boy friend.
The boy is younger than my sister 1 year.
For me, he is childish.
His thinking and attitude is kind a childish by my observation the way he chats with my sister.
Maybe the way I look at those boys is too high class.
Whatever!
Came to the most interesting parts is kissing.
Not those kiss face or what.
Is French kiss, what do you think?
Excited?
She told me that, at the first is didn’t have any feeling.
But the second time of kissing is bitter feel and disgusting.
This is the first time I heard is BITTER FEEL!
Gosh, this is kind a terrible.
If no feeling, maybe still can acceptable.
Then, she kept on asking me about my ex boy friend.
Maybe she was trying to get some information from me.
Can’t share to you guy.
Or else you guy will non-stop laugh at me.
Forget about it!
Our pillow talks from 1am until 6am.
And my sister was back to her bedroom then sleep.
After had our pillow talks, I was thinking the reason of why all my ex boy friend run away with another girls or B.R.E.A.K. U.P. with me.
I realized that I done a lot of mistake too.
That’s why all of them rather to run away with another girls.
My mistake is…
-my parent is not allowed me to couple now.
-there is no different those boy couple with me or not. Because they are totally get 100% freedom.
-I’m not care about them too much.
-I don’t like to stick with them.
-study is important than them.
-I rather use up the time to study/prepared for my exam than going out with them.
-once I accepted them as my boy friend. I had prepared to break up with them.
-never did anything to them
-always says’ NO’ or ‘DON’T KNOW’
-I’m totally stubborn at all the time.
-I’m not a sweet kind of person. Yet, I need a romantic guy to melt my heart.
-I don’t like to be ‘Control Queen’.

I’m not a good girl friend at all.
Yes, they should break up with me.
I never said that they should stay with me.
I let them go as far as they could.
Let them run away with another girl.
Let them get their happiness.
As long as, they were still my friend and I never meant to be their enemy. That is enough for me.
After couple with my 3 ex boy friend, I always say to myself. I’m not a good girl friend.
So, boys don’t chase me, or else, you will get hurt by me.
I’m suitable with single life.

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:21 PM

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Before watch.

Excited, because many of my dear friends said that this movie very nice.
I keep on postponed to watch this movie even I had get the DVD from my friend, Tze Ling.
From the day she gave me, I keep on didn’t have time to watch.
This is because I got a lot of things to do.
Such as exam Intervensi 1, homework, foot drill, sleeping, eating blogging, chatting.
See, I so busy.
That’s why I didn’t have time to watch until today.
Well, as you guy know, from 1st day of Chinese New Year, I stay at home until today.
Can be say so that, I’m berkulat at home.
Sudah berhabuk.
Haha.
I’m totally free when Chinese New Year.
So I watch Avatar today.

During.
…
…
…

After watch.
Many people will be strongly disagreeing with what I say.
This is my opinion, for me, I just like this movie’s moral value.
No touching at all.
I don’t have any touching feeling.
I can learn from this movie is moral value. That’s all.
Haha.
The story of this movie, I have no comment.
Well, I prefer 2012 and Twilight. =)

мєηg уєє ♥

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6:10 PM

Monday, February 15, 2010

Yeah. Nothing else I can do.
Perasan take ha picture.
Well, Khai keeps on ask me to take new picture.
Khai, are you satisfied?
I admire this 2 picture only.
Others still okay la.
Hehe.
Seldom I will put picture at here right?
Actually, I’m ugly that’s why I don’t want put my picture.
Sob. Sob.

This lollipop is from my class teacher, Cikgu Huda. I’m posing with the lollipop. *chak. =)

Before went to school. =)

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:58 AM

Darling Melissa,
I speechless with you, okay?
When I saw your online, I really happy.
But there is not you.
How sad am I?
Every time you online, I have to ask this following question.
‘Are you mel?’
No answer. Then I continue chat.
Chat until half way, it looks like got problem
Have to ask again.
‘Are you mel?’
Sigh. Mel, I so love you, how can you treat me like that?
Sob, sob.
Even facebook and MSN also like that.
Mel, I want piak your pi gu la!
Next time onward I don’t want chat with you when you online. Okay?
Sob.

мєηg уєє ♥

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11:57 AM

This song is introduced by Tze Ling.
I look for this song so long.
Well, because of my stupid-ness, I don’t know what the song name is, I mean last time.
Khairul, I know you admire this song right?
I saw your blog got this song.
Have to thanks my senior, David Teh because send this song to me.
I know I like to bully you, anyway.
You know, your junior is EVIL enough. K?
Haha.

мєηg уєє ♥

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11:43 AM

I getting love music I mean without lyrics.
I love piano and violin instrument as well.
This music is from Twilight.
Yeah! Is you, Twilight.
I really admire this movie a lot.
Oh my god. I love Bella a lot. xD
Don’t you?
Yee Cheng, I know you also admire this song right?
Soon I ask my friend to help me do something and I tag you on that thing. Okay?
Love you ya! ♥

мєηg уєє ♥

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11:33 AM

Chalerm favourite song.
Well, I also kind a like this song.
But, I don’t have this song in English version.
Sad man!
All I have is Korean version.
Chalerm, if you got this song in English version. Send it to me ya!
Thanks a lot!

мєηg уєє ♥

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11:20 AM

Sunday, February 14, 2010

To all my dear friends who celebrate Chinese New Year.
Happy Chinese New Year and Gong Xi Fai Cai.
Well, collect as many ang pau that you can.

Give it all to me!
Haha!
And to all the sweet couple, happy valentine!
Especially my sister, early the morning when out.
To single, no lover is okay.
Single can celebrate Valentine with friends too. Right?

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine ya! =)

мєηg уєє ♥

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4:07 PM

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Hey! My dear friends!
I found out something at the blog.
Now only I know that my school, Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Yaacob Latif [SMKYL] got blog.
Wow. Wow. Wow.
I thought that my school doesn’t have blog.
I can’t think about it.
Let see something that I saw.
Last year sport day had made it as slide.

1st picture is Pn.Woon [St John’s Guru Penasihat] and Pn. Saida [Kadet Polis’s Guru Penasihat]
Some of the St. John picture also got.
I saw you, Andrea at the picture there.
Haha!

Here, the school link http://smkyl2010.blogspot.com/

мєηg уєє ♥

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5:11 PM

Friday, February 12, 2010

Yesterday was rehearsal for coming soon sport day.
Well, this year sport day was very early.
My school sport day is on 22 February 2010.
It means after Chinese New Year.
Before rehearsal, we have to train our St. John foot drill.
Everyone look like full with confident at the moment.
After train with the junior, it looks like not really nice.
And my confident to win is become lesser.
Until yesterday rehearsal, I totally out of all confident to win.
The first thing in my mind is we couldn’t win.
And yesterday a lot of unhappy stuff happens.
Let’s say about foot drill.
I kind a not satisfied with Pik Ling as commander.
You know what I not satisfied with her?
Because she unable to fight with speaker and the command is totally wrong.
She is something like don’t know what is this meaning. ‘ukur baju di badan sendiri’
I really feel like wanna told her that she cannot be commander.
But some of my friends request me not to do that.
Yesterday foot drill like a SHIT!
Worst like hell!
Even I was starting in front.
I listen to the timing. I know how bullshit the foot drill is.
And I scold them that the ‘timing kelam kabut’
Really as what I say ‘kelam kabut’
I didn’t cheat.
Second time we foot drill in front of a lot of people.
And now, the commander wrong.
When ‘Hormat Kekanan’ and ‘Pandang Depan’
Wrong leg. okay?
Its make Andrea and I slow instead other St. John member is ‘hormat’ already.
After that, 2nd row and 3rd row no need to ‘hormat’ also done a lot mistake.
2nd and 3rd row should slow down while the “L Shape” is ‘hormat’
But they don’t do that.
The most embarrassing is when all ‘baca ikrar’
Everyone is put they hand up. Only St. John member are not putting hand up.
As we know that when we were in the state of ‘sedia’
We are not allowing to MOVE.
But some of them move a lot.
Well, I admit that I got move because of the sweat around my face.
The 2nd time I didn’t move at all.
Some of the junior not satisfied with senior because move when the commander asks us ‘rehatkan diri’
Who say so ‘rehatkan diri’ cannot move?
We only can move upper part. Lower parts are not allowed.
The juniors keep on stare at us.
I never feel I got any problem.
Many people got their mistake. But why not we try to fix it?
Actually, I tell the truth, now my school St. John member likes sand.
Don’t know what is the meaning of co-operation.
Everyone was selfish like hell.
If want compare now and last time St. John.
I’m speechless. Okay?
This year is the worst year for me also.
1st time I foot drill for St. John.
My leg and backbone pain like hell. Shit man!
My voice is still okay, able to recover as fast as possible.
Tze Ling was always reminds herself that not to cares anything for foot drill.
She will be settles up all the uniform and the duty.
We should give her a rest.
But every teacher was pointing at her and Pn. Woon. Says she is the one who should in charge.
Everyone doesn’t know how suffering she is.
Some of the junior thought that becoming the leader of St. John is very nice.
But that is not true.
Her tear flowed how many times because of St. John?
Tear in the eyes is able to see. How about inside the heart?
Everyone just know the word “satisfied”
I don’t know why, when I saw she cried, I will follow her cried together.
Not even her, those who really close to me.
It makes me feel like want to cry along.
What to do? I’m easy to cry because of small matter.
Well, actually I’m tired to care so much about St. John.
Some of them one out from the foot drills.
Pik Ling, Li Sih and Thiam Wei want to out.
Because Pik Ling cannot be commander, that’s why all out.
See, how terrible is this.
Its looks like ‘gila kuasa’
For me, more you not more, less you not less. [In Chinese]
Let the ‘barisan’ just 5 row.
Concept is simple : Keep It Short and Simple (KISS)
As long as our foot drill is okay and we do it our best.
Win or not win, this is other story.
Back to the ‘tarik tali’
Many students injure.
Around 6 people faint and 1 of the St. John member enters hospital.
Mostly, people injure at the hand, waist and backbone.
Some of the students know that, they couldn’t ‘tarik tali’
Why they still want to do that?
It’s suffering.
After ‘tarik tali’, I slept at ruang legar.
Sleep in front of many people.
How nice it is? Right?
I’m too tired. Carried so many students when they were unable to walk and my shoulder was very pain.

мєηg уєє ♥

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1:12 PM

Monday, February 8, 2010

This music really a relaxing music.
First time i can find a song that totally relax my mind.
Source from Yee Cheng.
Thanks ya.!

мєηg уєє ♥

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10:41 PM

Sunday, February 7, 2010

This topic is for anyone either I know or don’t know.
Well, I hate spy okay.
I don’t want anyone read my blog and gossip anything.
Don’t know what is the meaning by gossip?
Okay, let me explain.
My gossip means that you have read my blog and told other people.
I never meant that I not allow you to read my blog.
If I really not allow you guy read my blog.
I won’t set back as public blog.
Right?
What I mean is. You can read yourself.
Later I wrote other story, you tell other story.
Spy is not allowing in my blog.
I’m anti spy.
Please respect my blog as well.
I don’t care who you are the spy but I just giving you a warning.
Get what I mean?
Don’t worry.
Starting this second, I won’t write anything about Terry.
That day I wrote about Terry. Something like 1 year anniversary.
And some people gossip.
What the fucking ass hole you guy want to gossip about?
Did you guy know English?
This is what I wrote on that day topic.
See nicely.
I really scare you are blind.
“20 January 2010 is Terry and I 1 year anniversary if both of us were together right now.
But now I and he already break.
I never meant to be with him anymore.
This world is reality.
I remember the date that we were together because it is for fun. Okay?
Time passed very fast, it causes me to not love you anymore.
The feeling toward him had already gone.
I don’t love him anymore.
Melissa, I already proof to you that I really can forget him.”

I explain every sentence.

“20 January 2010 is Terry and I 1 year anniversary if both of us were together right now.
But now I and he already break.”
Mean that IF WE WERE TOGETHER. Mean now we are not TOGETHER. There is a word IF.

“I never meant to be with him anymore.”
Mean that I DON’T LOVE HIM

“This world is reality.”
Mean that Terry and I should together anymore.

“I remember the date that we were together because it is for fun. Okay?”
I already say that I remember those date because is for FUN. Why you take is so serious?

“Time passed very fast, it causes me to not love you anymore.”
I already state that I NOT LOVE HIM ANYMORE. Are you blind?

As a conclusion: I don’t have any feeling toward Mr. Terry Choong Pooi Mun anymore. Terry’s spy please told him this. Or you can ask him to see this topic. I won’t mind. From the beginning, WE ARE NOT BELONGING IN THE SAME WORLD. AND I TOLD YOU THAT YOU ARE NOT MY CUP OF TEA. OK?

Terry’s spy can you don’t report any single thing about me to him?
You know what?
You sound like ‘Nenek Lapan’
You know what that’s mean?
It mean that 8 po.
I don’t care who you are.
Terry, if you want to know my thing so much. Why don’t you directly ask me?
I’m fucking hate spy in my whole life.
Well, isn’t I PMS you also want to tell people?
Another thing, I don’t want any sorry without reason
Without reason are not acceptable by me.
Please give your reason why do you want say sorry unless I know the reason.
Terry, your sorry is not acceptable.
What the hell, says that after SPM explain to me.
After SPM you already forget what the heck is happening.
Well, as what I told you that I don’t want to see you.
Go away. Don’t near me.
Keep a distance between me and you.
I’m fucking fed up with you.
You better don’t let me know who is that spy.
Or else I will whack him/her nicely.
Stupid bitch/bastard.
Spy or anyone, if you don’t like me, doesn’t go backstab me.
Say it in front of me.
I know many people don’t like me as well.
Just say it in front of me.
I will listen and I will ignore it.
Because my concept is easy,
And I told it so many million times that I won’t care how they think about me.
I’m going to enjoy my life to the maximum.
If you want comment anything.
Go ahead.
Got the corner for you to comment, the CBOX is prepared!
With a rule, no spam!
Get it?
After this post, I’m not going to write anything single thing about Terry.
Or else you, the spy will thinks that I still in love with him.

For my stupid sister,
Can you don’t create problem to me and let mother scold 7 me?
Every time I’m the one who let mother scold.
NEXT TIME, PLEASE MESSAGE ME IN THE GOOD MANNER.
TYPE MESSAGE CLEARLY. OK?
I don’t want make problem with parent.
Mother always blames me because of you.
Am I the one should blame?
I know you want dating with your darling and don’t want eat the dinner.
I beg you that, message me in a understand statement.
I’m fucking hate people scold me and I did not do anything wrong.
Don’t you know how that kind of feeling giving people blame is?

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

5:08 PM

Friday, February 5, 2010

-Ulangkaji Sejarah Ahmad-
♥10 January 2010
♥24 January 2010
♥7 February 2010
♥21 February 2010
♥7 March 2010
♥21 March 2010
♥4 April 2010
♥18 April 2010
♥2 May 2010
♥16 April 2010
♥30 May 2010
♥13 Jun 2010
♥27 Jun 2010
♥11 July 2010
♥25 July 2010
♥8 August 2010
♥22 August 2010
♥5 September 2010
♥19 September 2010
♥3 October 2010
♥17 October 2010
♥31 October 2010

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:47 PM

Well, I’m going open my blog as public back.
Melissa, you can enter my blog without login.
That’s easy for you right?
Actually, I’m going to put a lot of tuition stuff and school homework into my blog.
It is easy to let everyone know the homework that given by teacher.
I’m so kind right?
Haha!
Of course. me is who? xD
Today, 5 February 2010.
My blog set as public. No more private blog.
Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to come back my blog again.
Miss you guy ya!
Muacks!

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:32 PM

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
Ooh, ooh,
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:50 PM

She hates me because I’m busy body about her stuff.
But did I do anything wrong?
She is my god sister.
I ask about her stuff is the part of caring her.
Sharing is caring.
When I ask about her pass time stuff, she says I’m busy body.
Well, I won’t care about every inch about her.
I don’t want to talk to her.
I don’t want care about her.
She really makes my heart broken into million pieces.
I swear upon all the god, I really don’t want know anything about her.
I know I can do it!
It is a good thing that both of us keep a distance.

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:03 PM

This accident happened on 31 January 2010.
When I had 1 hour and 15 minutes break, I went to Maxim there had my lunch.
In the process of crossing the road, I heard a ‘Bang’ sound.
I don’t even know where are the sound come from.
I just crossing the road and walk to Maxim.
Exactly the accident was happen in front of Maxim.
Nice show right?
The proton saga is belonging to an Indians family.
And the lousy van is belonging to the Chinese family.
While I waiting for the walfer, I’m taking picture.
Well, I’m ‘nenek lapan’
So have to take picture for the accident so I can post something on it.

In front of xxxx shop

Lousy van

мєηg уєє ♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:36 PM