Yesterday was rehearsal for coming soon sport day.
Well, this year sport day was very early.
My school sport day is on 22 February 2010.
It means after Chinese New Year.
Before rehearsal, we have to train our St. John foot drill.
Everyone look like full with confident at the moment.
After train with the junior, it looks like not really nice.
And my confident to win is become lesser.
Until yesterday rehearsal, I totally out of all confident to win.
The first thing in my mind is we couldn’t win.
And yesterday a lot of unhappy stuff happens.
Let’s say about foot drill.
I kind a not satisfied with Pik Ling as commander.
You know what I not satisfied with her?
Because she unable to fight with speaker and the command is totally wrong.
She is something like don’t know what is this meaning. ‘ukur baju di badan sendiri’
I really feel like wanna told her that she cannot be commander.
But some of my friends request me not to do that.
Yesterday foot drill like a SHIT!
Worst like hell!
Even I was starting in front.
I listen to the timing. I know how bullshit the foot drill is.
And I scold them that the ‘timing kelam kabut’
Really as what I say ‘kelam kabut’
I didn’t cheat.
Second time we foot drill in front of a lot of people.
And now, the commander wrong.
When ‘Hormat Kekanan’ and ‘Pandang Depan’
Wrong leg. okay?
Its make Andrea and I slow instead other St. John member is ‘hormat’ already.
After that, 2nd row and 3rd row no need to ‘hormat’ also done a lot mistake.
2nd and 3rd row should slow down while the “L Shape” is ‘hormat’
But they don’t do that.
The most embarrassing is when all ‘baca ikrar’
Everyone is put they hand up. Only St. John member are not putting hand up.
As we know that when we were in the state of ‘sedia’
We are not allowing to MOVE.
But some of them move a lot.
Well, I admit that I got move because of the sweat around my face.
The 2nd time I didn’t move at all.
Some of the junior not satisfied with senior because move when the commander asks us ‘rehatkan diri’
Who say so ‘rehatkan diri’ cannot move?
We only can move upper part. Lower parts are not allowed.
The juniors keep on stare at us.
I never feel I got any problem.
Many people got their mistake. But why not we try to fix it?
Actually, I tell the truth, now my school St. John member likes sand.
Don’t know what is the meaning of co-operation.
Everyone was selfish like hell.
If want compare now and last time St. John.
I’m speechless. Okay?
This year is the worst year for me also.
1st time I foot drill for St. John.
My leg and backbone pain like hell. Shit man!
My voice is still okay, able to recover as fast as possible.
Tze Ling was always reminds herself that not to cares anything for foot drill.
She will be settles up all the uniform and the duty.
We should give her a rest.
But every teacher was pointing at her and Pn. Woon. Says she is the one who should in charge.
Everyone doesn’t know how suffering she is.
Some of the junior thought that becoming the leader of St. John is very nice.
But that is not true.
Her tear flowed how many times because of St. John?
Tear in the eyes is able to see. How about inside the heart?
Everyone just know the word “satisfied”
I don’t know why, when I saw she cried, I will follow her cried together.
Not even her, those who really close to me.
It makes me feel like want to cry along.
What to do? I’m easy to cry because of small matter.
Well, actually I’m tired to care so much about St. John.
Some of them one out from the foot drills.
Pik Ling, Li Sih and Thiam Wei want to out.
Because Pik Ling cannot be commander, that’s why all out.
See, how terrible is this.
Its looks like ‘gila kuasa’
For me, more you not more, less you not less. [In Chinese]
Let the ‘barisan’ just 5 row.
Concept is simple : Keep It Short and Simple (KISS)
As long as our foot drill is okay and we do it our best.
Win or not win, this is other story.
Back to the ‘tarik tali’
Many students injure.
Around 6 people faint and 1 of the St. John member enters hospital.
Mostly, people injure at the hand, waist and backbone.
Some of the students know that, they couldn’t ‘tarik tali’
Why they still want to do that?
It’s suffering.
After ‘tarik tali’, I slept at ruang legar.
Sleep in front of many people.
How nice it is? Right?
I’m too tired. Carried so many students when they were unable to walk and my shoulder was very pain.