Yesterday I was doing additional mathematic homework that given by my school teacher.
Well, I noticed that I totally forgotten how to solve the problem about chapter
2, linear law.
I’m trying to recalled back what had my tuition teachers teach.
Sorry, I unable to recalled back.
This is why my additional mathematic teacher always said that additional mathematic is easy to understand once you do a lot of practice but when you stop doing it, you will forget everything.
Yes, it is true.
At last, I finish the homework that given by teacher around
12.30amHow late is that? Right?
Just few questions can make me done my homework until late night.
After that, I went out to the living room, looking at my sister what the hell she was doing.
She was looking at the
Sony Ericson mobile.
Yeah, she really admires some of the mobile.
But have to save a lot of money to buy her favourite mobile.
After that, she went to my room and started our
‘Pillow Talks’
As what
Mel requested me to asked her about how many month does my sister with her beloved boy friend together.
And the result is,
20 days but now they two was
‘cold war’I don’t know what their problem is because she doesn’t want to tell me.
I had already asked more than
10 times!
She was not telling their problem.
Well, just ignore about it.
While chatting, I asked how they were together.
Okay, for me, it isn’t romantic at all.
And my sister told me the feeling of holding his hand.
Well, I’m totally speechless with that.
Suddenly, I asked about the age of her boy friend.
The boy is younger than my sister
1 year.
For me, he is childish.
His thinking and attitude is kind a childish by my observation the way he chats with my sister.
Maybe the way I look at those boys is too high class.
Whatever!
Came to the most interesting parts is kissing.
Not those kiss face or what.
Is French kiss, what do you think?
Excited?
She told me that, at the first is didn’t have any feeling.
But the second time of kissing is bitter feel and disgusting.
This is the first time I heard is
BITTER FEEL!
Gosh, this is kind a terrible.
If no feeling, maybe still can acceptable.
Then, she kept on asking me about my ex boy friend.
Maybe she was trying to get some information from me.
Can’t share to you guy.
Or else you guy will non-stop laugh at me.
Forget about it!
Our pillow talks from
1am until
6am.
And my sister was back to her bedroom then sleep.
After had our pillow talks, I was thinking the reason of why all my ex boy friend run away with another girls or
B.R.E.A.K. U.P. with me.
I realized that I done a lot of mistake too.
That’s why all of them rather to run away with another girls.
My mistake is…
-my parent is not allowed me to couple now.
-there is no different those boy couple with me or not. Because they are totally get 100% freedom.
-I’m not care about them too much.
-I don’t like to stick with them.
-study is important than them.
-I rather use up the time to study/prepared for my exam than going out with them.
-once I accepted them as my boy friend. I had prepared to break up with them.
-never did anything to them
-always says’ NO’ or ‘DON’T KNOW’
-I’m totally stubborn at all the time.
-I’m not a sweet kind of person. Yet, I need a romantic guy to melt my heart.
-I don’t like to be ‘Control Queen’.
I’m not a good girl friend at all.
Yes, they should break up with me.
I never said that they should stay with me.
I let them go as far as they could.
Let them run away with another girl.
Let them get their happiness.
As long as, they were still my friend and I never meant to be their enemy. That is enough for me.
After couple with my
3 ex boy friend, I always say to myself. I’m not a good girl friend.
So, boys don’t chase me, or else, you will get hurt by me.
I’m suitable with single life.
мєηg уєє ♥
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:21 PM